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I don’t like thinking about this shit anymore

Posted in Apologetics, Christianity, Leaving the Faith, Life as a Heathen, Meaning, Ramblings on October 6, 2009 | 8 Comments »

Confession: read title. No, seriously it just occurred to me that I don’t really like thinking about Christianity and stuff anymore. It seems like such a waste of time. I figured out what I wanted. I solved the problems I needed to. I am free, at least mentally, from the chains. I feel much like [...]

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Leaving the faith: Freedom of Expression

Posted in Happiness, Leaving the Faith, Life as a Heathen on July 20, 2009 | 6 Comments »

The last couple of months have been incredible. I am living for the first time. I do the things I want to do… the things I feel like doing. Do you have any idea what that is like, those of you who are entrapped in the mentality that all your actions and thoughts are to be submitted to an invisible deity? When was the last time you did what you fucking wanted to and did not feel guilt or shame at all?

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Life as a Heathen: Video Games

Posted in Happiness, Life as a Heathen, Randomness, Video Games on June 3, 2009 | 3 Comments »

Alas, the Lord never told me what he (He) wanted – which only added more to the anxiety. But it is the removal of anxiety like that which can make even playing video games more enjoyable after leaving a passive-aggressive faith that always slightly disapproves but never verbalizes itself.

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Life as a Heathen: Alcohol

Posted in Alcohol, Happiness, Life as a Heathen on May 29, 2009 | 8 Comments »

I’ve been drinking for a couple years now, but until recently never had the courage to actually get drunk. Originally I would not drink much because, well, you wouldn’t want to drown out the Holy Spirit with the spirits. After all, the spirits apparently are stronger then the good ole HS – at least in large doses.

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